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Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ Reina's dairy

I really cannot do anything ... If you really want to do this to me ... But I can tell you that i really dont want to lose a friend neither I dont want to hurt myself ... cause of that I really do not know what to do ... i do not want this thing to happen into my life before my NATIONALS ... So I cannot help it to apologizes even if I did nothing wrong cause people dont think alike ... Just because i dont want to hurt my friends I becoming hurting myself instead... I really dont think I want to help anymore ... But I really dont want to hurt any of my friends ... On the other hand ... I really wish my friends wont use me ... But I am getting use all the time ... I really wish that I would never get use again ... I am really hurt ... This is a kin of hurt which is I really dont want to get ... But in the end who is gaining it ... I earn a friendship ... but I am always getting used ... Sometimes I really dont know what to do ... Whenever I sense something is wrong ... the thing will always turn out to be hurting myself ... Anyway ... I really got nothing to say if thats what God wants it to be ... let it be ... I will go according to Him ... But do not worry ... I will not be EMO ... neither will I tell any of my good friends... I may only tell two or three ... So in any case ... I really wish that things could change ...

Labels: Not going to be EMO ... Do not worry ...

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Reina KXin Yi

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