Which is empty promise larh ... Quite sad ... that my 3rd FAVOURITE senior ... Anyway... She also dont know that I know ... so I cannot really blame her ... L0L ... But once hurt do not want to get hurt again .. what should I do ... give her her trust back ? Cause I really thing that I should ... Guess what A guy told me that just forgive her ... cause maybe I am close to her so somethings if I tell you. You might get hurt ... After he said that I almost cried you know ... cause i really dont know what to do ... and you tell me this things ... is sort of rubbing in ... :( ... Yesterday was damn fun ... emoing at the trian track ... so fun !! Tomorrow got 2.4 KM for training ... sobs ... dun feel like running ... but still I need to ... ARH !!!! I feel that I got betrayed !! sometimes I really dont know whether to trust you before I tell you but I go ahead with the speach ... I regreted ... but still is a lesson learnt ... and I forgive her !! I feel free but still got betrayed ... cause I did not know that she would tell ... sometimes... If God can give me this magic power that I can tell whether the person will tell others anot ... I am sort of MADbut cannot help it larh !! If you know me well enough ... I cannot hold anger for a long time ... cause I feel that is not worth being angry with you !! so anyway !! FORGIVEN !!! AS Jesus has forgiven us !! OLYMPICS AND NATIONAL DAY is in 4 days !!

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