GUYS SIMPLY DONT UNDERSTAND !!! Girls are trying their way to reach. but you simply thinks that she is always there for you. I told some people that guys are simply suborn and stupid. I dont know whether this message is to you anot!! GUYS JUST BE CLEAR OF WHAT YOU WANT !!! Trust me. Not all girls will wait. I wait dosent mean that she will wait! AND PSTOER EVAN !! I DONT GO CHUCH FOR GUYS TOOT !!

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I really dont know whats got into me these days :-

01: I like this guy but he keeps on asking me about another girl and other things. Should I continue liking him or not? I miss him alot these days but I cannot come into a decision. I needed his help most of the time. But still he is busy with his things. I think I am still young so is better to give up ... ^^

02. I REALLY DONT KNOW CALLING AT THE WRONG TIME IS A OFFENSE!! but how I know whether is it the correct time anot. I seriously dont know unless you tell me ok?!

I HATE GUYS TO THE CORE !! I JUST DONT KNOW WHY!! AND DONT ASK ME WHY CAUSE I DONT KNOW THE REASONS MYSELF... maybe these days I am just stressful. And need sometime to take a rest.

Viena is going to Hong Kong .. I think Kimbelyn is also going, before she thinks that she is left out again. Take care of yourselves when you get there !! Will pray for proctections!

Thanks CONSTANCE for being there for me all this time! Hope next year we can be even closer friends !! SISTER !! NEXT YEAR CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY TOGETHER KAYS ?? Love you lots!
SEE YOU SOON !!

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Happy Halloween!!
Happy one months anniversary❤[Weidagorgor]!
The Flu Bug is back in action!

Hehe! Kim wanted to plan a Halloween but now I dont think have so yeah. She say see how ^^.
Guess what My body is now currently fighting with the flu bug. You know they gave each other a box. And Me sneeze... haha !! L0l!! I having this stupid flu which hurts my internals. L0L. Anyway This is so stupid !! Abel gor gor is always AFK. And now he in school swimming !! He like swimming ! I also dont know why!I going down to eat my dinner nows so later blogging again !! SEE YOU then !

Dedication:
Weida gor gor :
hey thanks for being my gor gor!
thanks for treating me!
one month liao!
See you soon and love ya lots!! ❤❤

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Ok I admit ! I like you once but now I hate you . Is just a feeling ok ??!! I also dont know how to explain!!
Today went out with Abel gor gor. ^^ Went out to Raffles to meet him. Then went to Vivo. Play and walk. go window shopping !! Gossips about about of things. Then walk . I dont know why I suddenly lost the sense of directions. I get lost everytime. L0L!

Anyway finally ate my dinner and so on.. MY MUM IS NOT COMING HOME! Which means!! haha most of you will know.

Anyway tomorrow I got tuition till 1PM. And I will go home and SLEEP again! I now sleep at least 17 hours a day!!

❤❤ Love all my gors alot!! Especially Abel gor gor and Weida gor gor and maybe Darryl.

So yeah, today had alot of fun with Abel gor gor .. ^^ he sent me home. So now I at home playing computer again! hehe ^^ and on the way waiting for weida gorgor to end work. ^^ . So yeah. ^^

Anyway holidays are getting boring ! Today I saw Mr 0oi and his "gang" !! At vivo !! ^^ ... He was like waving to me =] ..

Hehe! Short post again! got nothing to write ^^ ..

Derrick gor gor now having exams !! good luck!!
ok I got to go !! TATA

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HOLIDAY IS SO BORING!!!

Today is nothing fun. And I am seriously bored at home. You know last time you in school. you wish to go home to sleep and now is like you want to go to school! I miss those days which I played with DFC.

But now I think I have more freedom !! ^^ !

Yesterday had so much fun with Gor gor. Love him alot lorh. He is totally unlike someone. Guess what! I now everyday 12 or 1 then officially get off my bed if not will be still sleeping. These days can get back some sleep ^^!

So I whole day talk to my gors[Abel and Weida] Love these two gor gors like mad dog! Anyway I wrote a card for gor gor. First month marh .. ^^.

Guess what just now, I SLEEPING ALL DAY LONG! I felt that I am too lazy to wake up. Morning sms Abel gor. Then Weida gor gor was like smsing me? I was like surprise. First time he sms me somemore is not reply is like shocked larh.Hehe !! Anyway I love him to the MAX!

Anyway now I very happy. I also dont know why ^^. Haha! Anyway today nothing happen !! So yeah maybe going to school to work at the bookshop or something .. KILL TIME !! I want to watch Sing to the Dawn, HSM3, and Winx[no offence. cause is my last time fav. !]

Anyway Weida gor gor is working now . Abel gor gor is watching coffin now and me? Slacking at home till thursday then go and work. Too lazy ! XP! hehe ^^ My mother bought kaya with pandan cake ^^ .. used to love it.!!

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME IF YOU ARE CHRISTIAN. I these few days having no appetite. And after i eat always got tummy ache. But dont worry I am happy and very excited about everything. !! Thanks if you are praying.

Waiting for gor gor to end work then can chat. He is not eating properly! He ate a chicken pie today for his dinner and today he is handling two jobs. So is no good !! Later going to scold him XP !! Haha !! opk I chatting online now ! Talk to me online or taggys !! Love !!

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1. Do you have secrets?
-Of Course dung head!
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
-Depends. Is for me to know and for you to find out.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
-What you prefer.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-Donate. Save. give to God. and Spend. Money is for you to spend
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-No. never into further R/S.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved?
-I would say being loved. but at the same time to love people to make it fair.
7. List out your current top 30 favourite songs
-What you like?
8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
-Box that bustard![joking]. I dont know. Depends on who is he?
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
God? Bffs? Friends? Gans? Weida?
10. Do you have any regrets?
-Life is short so why regret??
11. How would you yourself in 10 years time?
-Dating. But wishes Jesus to come down before that time.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
God? Family? Bff? Friends? Gans? Weida?
13. What kind of person do you think tagged you is?
Nancy! Love her like mad person !
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-Single and rich.
15. What are your favourite colours?
-Green and pink
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-Worth it?
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-Who treat me better?
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-Duh! Cause God forgives me!
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-What you say?
20. Tagg
-Who is free?? DO IT ??

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Today 2 things can happen:

01. Stay at home till the end of the day and slack around which will make me not random and so I wont like it.

OR

02. Go out with Gor gor to Vivo and beach road which I can tickle him and make fun which I like and can be Random too^^ <33

So you can guess which one larh. I took [02]. So I went out to meet Gorgor the whole day. Went vivo met him there . he wanted to buy halloween things so just follow him around. Then by that remembering Abel gor gor also there. He went Sentosa. So wanted to meet him but Weida gorgor dont like the sun. And I am suppose to go out with Weida and not abel. So in the end did not go Sentosa. So anyway went beach road after that. play and eat eat and play. And All Weida treat ^^ . Cause tomorrow his pay day so HIS treat !! yay !! He is a nice guy! Anyway So we ate chocolate fondue and fruits etc. ^^ sugar cane,teh bing and the kueh thingy. hehe^^ last but not least. FRIED BANANA!!^^ very happy ^^ .. Anyway on the way back. Watch video on his PSP. Watch until all the way back home. Then going to sleep already larh. So kind of him. He let me lie down on his shoulders. =B. So yeah go under my block to continue watching the show. Then sent him off. hehe ^^! he going IMM for Daiso and I now at home slacking ^^. And he took the wrong bus and now at Jurong point when he is suppose to be at IMM .. STUPID! [joking]

I LOVE ALL MY GOR GORS !!!

I LOVE WEIDA GOR GOR FOREVER... [p.s. he look like a monkey!!=B!When he does the face]

HAPPY DEEPVALI!!

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THATS TOTALLY NOT ME!
CANT YOU ALL LET ME HAVE A FREEDOM OF BEING RANDOM!
SO WHAT IF I AM HYPER AND NOISY?
IS TOTALLY NONE OF YOUR CONCERN LARH!
abel is not only you. and i dont take it to offence. cause this is my blog
OK I LIVE IN THE WORLD OF RANDOMNESS SO AS CONSTANCE!
SO CANT LET ME LET OFF MY STEAM NOW ?

THIS IS ME:[RANDOMS]
DONKEY! EEYOH !
BEEF PORK CHICKEN!
I LOVE CONSTANCE

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Today went to church in the morning. Then everything is as usual. But today went to Rachel's house. ME AND HER BECAME GOD SISTERS !!

Then today went to East coast park. To play. Er. photos will be uploaded soon ^^ !! Cause need to be on Rachel's blog. While on the way there. Thoughts came back as a flash back. hehe ^^ . Anyway Emoing again.

Rough idea what happened, Abel gave a good scolding to Shaun and he came into the room.his voice like trembling larh. lol!

Then that ABEL GOR GOR ... SAY I TOO HYPER! I dont care liao. if I dont be hyper is not call xinyi already what. So too him I am going to purposely be emo. Cause he blame me for being hyper.

I mean is like I was born to make people's life happy[dunno whether you think that way]. And being random really make people laugh.

So cant your understand. I am really trying my best to be less hyper these days and this is what happen. thinking about the past. Which I dont really want to. I really dont want to, cause I am not happy about it. dont want to get bitten again. You get what I mean? I already got out of it and now i am going back, just because I cannot be hyper. Some problems are like not meant to be told or shared. Is just by feelings. So cant you all let me be myself just for this period??

Having need to put them I decided not to think of them but is it worth it? or still have to wait.I am already too tired to continue this journey. I already thought of giving up. But can I? Truly love him once. But now. Really can I give up? or give up my life? but I know that only god can take your life away only. I really dont know what to do, giving up journey of life? I am really tired now. I am out of point already. I am tired to continue the journey of life.Someone help! my legs are in pain. I really dont want to just stand there and wait. I have been standing there and wait for you for a long time. I already walking in the light with nothing on me. No food etc. I decided already to just walk.If you want to come back. I think you have the stamina to run to me. Cause I am already too tired to walk/run with you.

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Today went to church. Consulted Xingya and Gideon. Actually my problem isnt that big at all. But I felt it was a big one. Cause is like very important. Anyway today's sermon was really good. I mean like seriously.

8 steps to living my life to the fullest:
01. Have a clear goal
02. Start Dreaming and DREAM BIG
03. Nurture your dream
04. Remove negative things
05. Have FAITH
06. Your Character will eventually let you live your life or destroy your life.
07. be careful of what are we sowing in life.
08. Remember to seize the OPPORTUNITY.

Today Pastor Song talk a very good one. I learn that to set goals. I must not like disappoint myself and dont think in Negative but think in Positive ways. But taking all the negative ways out. You are actually clearing the road that you are going to take towards your goals in future.

thats all for now !! BB

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Today training was easy. maybe you can say dont even have!

Anyway today is the competition between sec1 girls of track and sec2 bird and Rachel from NCC[sea]. Guess who won ! Of course is the trackers! Cause we rocks! L0L !

Anyway just now Jeanette really gross me out. And is secrect between me and her. hehe ^^ ... Did not think that things will happen this way. Anyway hope I did not hurt her too much.

Just now was in church play with Meng ting and Bernet. These few days very emo. So nevermind. Quite happy now!

^^ So Anyway, talking to Abel gor. hehe !! He is willing to be my gor gor.^^ Anyway now short post again!

I finally chose a church I like to putn it first and the other second hope you all dont mind which one I chose

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Friends are angels sent down to Earth to make Good days and to help us find our way. Thanks for being a friend.

This note is from Ashley Rice
This note is given to me on my birthday by Jeanette and Shimin.

Somethings are to meant to be told, are they?
If things are meant to be told, those things will come naturally.
But if it is not told to you. Dont go to them as they may harm till the correct time.

Small prayer:

Dear Daddy,
I wish the world will end soon.I really dont know why I just need your help at times. Should I forgive them? Papa, Sometimes is hard to be in this world which I hate it so much. Though I know is your creation, just that this world is never going to be fair anymore how is before when I got into this world. What can I do? I cannot do much. I am just a piece in your hands which get hurt again and again. Which you will have to feel the pain even though I am just a small piece. My sincerity is not showing even though I tried my best. Please help me now. I know I am in the wrong. So please Forgive me. Please give wisdom to the people who goes around spamming my blog for no good reasons. Please ask/give people around me to comfort me when I need them. Is this just a place where I will/ should grow in you? Or izit just a nightmare?? Answer my prayer please.

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen

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Today is the ending of the school term. Starting to think back about 6F and my current class is totally two different class. 6F got fights and everything. But 1H is super rude maybe cause we keep on thinking that we are NA people.

Anyway I really miss 6F. Got 6F gathering very soon during the holidays. But Mr lim maybe not free cause primary school holidays start later I need to check with Mr lim first.

Anyway today nothing happen much just the funny IPP thing. Then Miss Lily was like if this were the real a case, We will die first. Then Miss Yong was like laughing. HAAHAHA!! Anyway just now shouted at my brother and now voice is gone!And Because last year Primary school did the practice so to the FMPS pupils is not a surprise.

Tomorrow meeting my darling Gorgor. Go to PS to shop for halloween.

Today Cherra and Viena got awards for best improvement! *claps**claps*!! Say hoorayyy!! Smiles!! Anyway I would like to say thanks to DFC:

Kimbelyn:
Hey Kim long time no chat, very long did not see you liao. Never come to school! I use to fight with you and thats the way we communicate right? Take good care of yourself ok during this holiday? This holiday we must meet yeah? Plan then say kays?Thanks for playing with me the begining year!! CHEERS!!

Viena:
Hey darling, you these few days did not talk to you liao. Wish and hope you are not angry with one of us. You always sound emo these days. hope you are ok. Meet you at Saturday kays? thanks for being in the DFC club =]

CHERRA:
Hey my dear girl!i just recently got close to you for like this term only. Next year must talk more arh. Anyway Constance and other people maybe joining so there might be some problems. Anyway cherrs for you too! Love you forever! CHEERS! =D

I LOVE DFC FOREVER!!

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In 1969, Kenji, an elementary school kid and his friends built a secret
base during their summer holidays. They fantasized that they had to fight
villains who were out to conquer the world and wrote them in the "Book of
Prophecies". Years later in 1997, Kenji becomes a convenience store manager and
leads a regular life after giving up his dreams to become a rock star. His
boring life is suddenly turned upside down when his old classmate dies
mysteriously and an entire family in the neighbourhood disappears. At the same
time, a religious cult and its mysterious leader, "Friend" emerges and a strange
chain of events duplicating exactly the events described in the "Book of
Prophecies" follow. Is this the beginning of the end of the world? Who is
Friend?

This passage is from the Net.

Guess what movie I watch today? Haha !! Today I went to school to collect report book!I pass all the subjects and got into 2NA. Then Jinping and Jeremy did the behind scene! Behind Quincy and his mother super funny.

Then later on went out with Weiren and Cherra. To watch movie super funny! We all got no money... L0L! Anyway Weiren in the Cinema was like laughing plus he is always late so it sounded werid. Me and cherra was watch ing nicely. Watch for 2.5Hours and guess what. The show is to be continued. This show is like damn long ... Then Cherra's grandma keep on calling very worried like that. We ate LJS then went walking around slack in one shop for like 1 hour. met Cherra's sister chatted a while. Then went off to mac cause Weiren thirsty. Skip skip. Then now at home blogging larh! I did enjoyed today and did not expect to hang out with Weiren . Haha! I super happy today!

Anyway , I getting boring these days plus I dont really like something in my life. I am sort of serious.I dislike the thing cause is like giving me no freedom by memorizing them.Anyway I got to go. BYE.

Miss gor gor lots lots! Maybe friday meeting him

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TODAY HAVING MOODSWING! A VERY HARD ONE TOO!

Today stupid larh. Cherra keep on telling me that I got moodswing[I know the reason why.] The Isabelle and Inda did not come, so had not play enough. I found out that now nothing productive is going on. I am serious, I think I should stay at home.

Tomorrow is parent meeting, and again Miss lily dont want to see my mother so no need to go.

Anyway today me Jaye nicholas and Shu wen went to Miss Yong 's dad shop to eat porriage then is damn nice. They treat us like family members larh. Give discount and raw fish still offered us drinks. but did not take the offer[the drinks].

Anyway Then came home. Play with cherra on Facebook until like mad dog. Then now talking to Gor gor. Whether to meet him on Friday or next monday. So Stressful! Friday dinner or monday lunch and maybe dinner. See how first. Now bad mood so do not disturb me.

Love him, miss him and now hate him

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:: Yes larh

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TODAY TRAINING IS TOUGH! Is all because of Val Ong! She gave us strength training exercises . like exmaple the like sitting down on chair one but it was in mid air, it's madness. After that did warm down and play vb with the track people, fun. then HongTing join. became more fun then play from vb to vb monkey to other kind of monkey. after that played captain's ball with like super little of people for the sake of playing, hahhaa. Alastair joined after his O's. haha, kind of crap but fun. after that a few of us played vb with HongTing. super fun. Guess what ^^ I copy all from GW cause I lazy to type sorry Guo wei. I know is copy righted. XP Sorry !!

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I HATE COCKROACHES and I LOVE CONSTANCE

Today, haha !! Quite happy lerh. Constance is coming to NA!! I love her lots and so next year we will become best friends and celebrating birthday together. Plus our register number is almost the same! ARH! I AM GOING TO BE MAD SOON! Hehe^^ . Anyway I miss Gor gor alot. I mean it lorh.And Yesterday night I slept for 4 hours! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH! Anyway today maybe got four dedication to make. One for Weida gor gor, One for constance, One for Derrick gor gor and one for Sec4!:

To Weida gor gor:
hey gor! These few days you sound better !! Yesterday you sound happy but before that you really sound stressful. Dont be stressful kays? Jia you! Lots of ❤

To Derrick gor gor:
DERRICK! Hello! Anyway gor gor you these few weeks got O levels dotn dare to disturb you. But donmt forget to smile it will relief your stress kays? If not do sports it helps really! Mei mei here will be cheering you on! Lots of ❤

To Constance mei mei:
hey gal! I am mad over you lorh! Hello we got like so much fate together!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ you lots kays? TC!

To Sec4s:
hey I will be praying for you people! Dont worry !! Love all the seniors lots ❤!

To all the Gors[And not the Di]:
Dont be jealous of the hearts I give Contance. Cause I love you too!

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Ⓧⓘⓝ Ⓨⓘ❤ⓣⓡⓐⓒⓚⓔⓡⓢ ⒻⓄⓇⒺⓋⒺⓇ !

Guess what last few days I was thinking that running really make my life feels good. Is like lifting my life up just one way or another.

Today went to church in the morning, cut the long story short got shock. As normal, then today went Rachel's house. I realized that every time I go to her house I will fall asleep on her bed with her[sleep side by side.]Then I will always steal her food ... I just dont know why. Anyway I had fun in her house today. Called Gor gor, surprise him then he is like so hard working larh ... Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA !!!! LOVE YOU LOTS !!!haha !!Anyway today is the offical opening of OKTO. New channel. Plus tomorrow is the start of O levels. Sobs ... Everyone is busy but as for me ! HOLIDAYS START! Which means X country is here !! DIE LIAO ... My standard drop like siao larh ! Is like so long never run liao. but maybe going invite people or something.Anyway as you know I want to write short post liao .. sEE YOU TOMORROW


Gor gor, you this few days you are not yourself. I think I should tell you this. I feel that you are under sort of stress gor. Is like everytime talk to you on the phone you sound stress and dont want to talk about work.And please smile more or eat chocolate these things may relief you kays? Lots of ❤❤

Dont be sad and smile more SINGAPOREANS

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BOYS SUCKS

I dont know why but I just feel this way

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These photos are stolen from Oikos blog. Not edited. these photos are taken on Tiffany's birthday by Gideon! ^^ Thanks for uploading[This is my 200th Post]

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Came back to church already, today came home quite early ... will be putting up my holidays plan soon very soon. Like tonight. Anyway I today find Gor gor weird weird one. He like ... er... I dont know how to say larh, but anyway he today very weird. Monday got O levels. let school early but I got training. sobs. But must train hard and hard liao cause X country and SAA will be early next year, and I am planing to get into finals again! Very happy acctually. ^^ Anyway this will be a short post and wont not be updating often cause lazy and plus got alot of training going on but maybe everyday short post or something lorh.
I find that Gor gor very weird; I miss 871011

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Say jealous, I am eating salmon in the morning and later for lunch ... ^^ I am so happy !! I yesterday went to school as usual and got training then later on play captain's ball . Play until damn fun. Then went opposite to eat, eat already go to church till 11PM then came home dont feel like blogging so forget it. anyway today did not go for tuition , and later on will go church till late. Come home maybe call Gor gor ... if he is not going out. As for me, like that larh .. anyway later then post again

stupid brother scared me for what fuck off larh! Scare you back kana mother scolding happy larh ! Always making me get the blame everytime. Fun is it? just FCUK OFF

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Today, I am very happy to say that I pass my English overall ^^ .. Anyway today got fever and I brunt my hand ... sobs ...

Thanks mabel who told me that I was feeling warm ... ^^

Anyway Today wasted my time in school getting the scolding from Principles and Vice . I seriously prefer my Primary school, You know is like 100% better. Is like they say 5 mins later, and true enough 5 mins later, primary school will settle down but now in Secondary school is like the opposite is like they say 5 mins and we will take 10 mins to settle down ... This is so lame.


On Tuesday then go out with him. I monday got training . Aiyah tonight on the phone must tell him, if not die liao ... So every Tuesday will meet him. =]! See you people soon ^^
I am so sorry gor gor

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Haha !! I last month found out one god sister of mine that born one day later than mine and is in the same Hospital! OH my goodness !!! First time in my whole life this is happening to me!! Constance is my good sister and born in the same HOSPITAL !! Anyway I was like totally shock when she told me her birthday, and I was also shocked when she told me where was her hospital. This is her :

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FAIRFIELD METHODIST PRIMARY SCHOOL
BIG NEWS:
Principle Mr Charles Tong is leaving on 15 Dec

Today received back my result, I nearly failed my English but I pass 4 other subjects so I am counted save ^^. My best two subject now is Home Econ and Science. Position: 5 and 7 respectively ^^.Thanks for Rachel for praying for me during recess !! Love you lots. Guess What I PASS MY GEOGRAPHY 50.8% !!Anyway lets see, today Mr Kwa insulted me so I insulted him back but he keeps on laughing ... L0L. After school came back, on computer but after 1 hour dont want to play so off it ... then talk to Gor and almost fell asleep larh . ok maybe I did but not into deep sleep. Then stole some pictures from Gideon and Tiffany blog XP! Anyway this is Oikos ... ^^ . On Gideon birthday L0L ^^ Tiffany birthday not too long ago also past ... ^^ Anyway tomorrow got lesson again want to cry . Gideon say I pa ss is a good thing ^^ I thought he wanted to give me a BIG scolding larh .. Heh! Anyway I very / quite happy now ... Later going to either call Xing ya or email her QT cause YTD on computer but was outside till 11 plus on MSN on the fone ... Anyway today is a fast but boring day ... Tomorrow I wish got people ask me out but too bad I am still coming home and sleep ^^ I VERY long never sleep liao.. Anyway now at home blogging later blogging again ^^ So SEE YOU SOON ^^

Abel I forgive your parents liao

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Today went out with Crystal to Vivo ^^ ... Again. This whole week I go Vivo twice ^^ . Anyway today me and her had alot of fun and spent alot of money also ... XP . And cystal birthday is coming and so she ask me to buy this and buy that... I tell you something I got NO MONEY !! Anyway I will try my best lorh ^^ ... Darryl gor gor also buying for you what. Ask him to pay.

Anyway then me and her had a super fun time ... ^^ Before that, last night my neck swell ... Gross larh. Then this morning better ^^, So went to school .

Then so boring larh in the hall ... Can sleep lorh.nevermind then today buy food here and there waste my money.Then nevermind talk to Gor on the phone for like 3 mins.

Then my class playing ... STUPID HQ went to molest my good friend Weili ... Jinping was like scolding HQ and I was also scolding HQ haha ^^ So funny his reaction was like I am sorry,

Then Lincoln Seow came then say vulgar language to me ... I nearly say do to hell but I did not ... nvm lorh.

Anyway now online talking to alot of people ... ^^ Anyway I going off liao !! BYE

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Today went out to Pasir ris to go visit Singapore again with my Gor. Then later on walk here walk there then went to eat wanton noodles ^^ ! LOVE THEM LOTS !! Then still walking. The shopping centre so cold lorh. Nevermind then so got out of the shpping centre and started to walk to bus stop take bus number 5 to Far East. Then ate KFC. On the way there, I tickle Gor like siao ... and mess up his hair also ^^ ... So fun but too bad he dosent like it so continue. ^^ Anyway reach Far east then ate KFC. Then go home on the way, bought bubble tea, gor drank the watermelon while I drink the honey dew.. Anyway then later on the bus tickle him like mad cause not much people on the bus. So tickle untill I promise him not to tickle him liao. Then later on mess up his hair !! SO FUNNY !!!And his face is soft the lorh ! So cute !! Anyway then he fetch me home !! So funny ^^. SO COLD LARH !
And today saw this dog there somore female dog. Bitch is always a Bitch .Anyway had alot of fun today, so tiring and guess why is Gor not picking up his phone.

Tomorrow is sports carnival !! I dont feel like going to school. Anyway still must go. SIAN !!!

Anyway this morning, I cannot find Cherra's house so went around the whole block just to find her block! Waste my time larh. the when I arrive at her house right ? I saw her SMSing me! WASTE SMS! Anyway then met Jumana and kim then met Viena.. Go up to locker put phone in the locker.

After Oral, meet Gor. Then now at home blogging ...^^ I am so touch Gor treat me everything today ^^!

Should I forgive you ? If I tell what happen the beginning of the year, what do you think?

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I AM NOT GOING TO HELP PEOPLE ANYMORE !!!! I help people, people parents complain. I dont help, they say I am not their friend !!! I tell you are now I am going to charge everyone $1 per help!

Today woke up quite early but not that early, 9AM. So yeah went to church again !! Played and have bible study, ate lunch and planing to go out with someone. So later ask around people then decided to go sumer hill to swim with Jooye , Judy and Ying Jing . Then later one jooye ask us to try the slide then so dangerous larh! She slide down hurt her hip. Then ask me try then I injure my hip neck and my back. Sadden thing came, Judy tried the slide half way she turn 180 degree and fell ... her both toe bleed ... sadd larh ! Then later talk to Gor on SMS . later calling him tonight ^^!

you think sabo-ing very fun izit ?If you think is funny then continue laughing cause I am totally not amused. Dont be stupid lorh. And one more advice steal people friends can be more open anot? IF YOU REALLY THINK THAT YOU CAN STEAL. I AM SAD TO SAY THAT IS JUST STUPID ! Dont be selfish also ... is ridiculous.

Anyway I got to go now ... maybe tomorrow post again ... Depends of who is going out with me tomorrow

I seriously miss him

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARRYL GOR GOR ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !Today is 2nd Gor Gor birthday and my 1st Gor Gor went to take care of him .

Today woke up super early and dragged myself to tuition when dont even have !! So end lesson early.

Then later call Gor Gor talk to him like 5 mins then put down the phone.

So later on came home bathe then go out again ! Went to wedding dinner and house warming. Later went to force my real Brother to go Church of Singapore bukit timah .

Then came a while then go home -.-"". Ate dinner and celebrate tiff birthday ^^ ...

Anyway picture are to be uploaded soon ^^. So yeah enjoyed myself today.

And tomorrow calling Gor and go home a sleep !!

Monday got school tuesday got sports carnival ! Viena Frisbee!Then now going to ZZZ ... BYE !

PS today short post cause today woke up very early .

I felt that there was no need to wait for you anymore , It hurts alot to give up but it hurts even more by waiting for you to just turn your had behind and see me before I start walking without you and see whether I am still waiting for you . I just need you to turn your head behind and take a peep ... not even your head only your eye and I am satisfied. I just sense that you started walking and me starting late ... I dont know where to go . I am just like you no maps no compass just 6 sense to guide me and you to two different directions, I am already starting to walk , getting lost like you are now.

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Today, I went out with Gor. Then go Daiso cause Gor wanted to buy his things and I just follow lorh. Then later eat and play with Gor. Lunch he treat, then went back to Daiso to get his things cause first round is only walk around. Then I bought my Cracker ^^ ... Then ate durain ice kachang, still Gor treat. Then he let me watch his PSP vids ... Super funny.

Before that I FLUNK MY ART ! Actually I wanted to shade the wild bird then right colour wrongly. So it turn our to be a crow with colourful becks .. L0L !

So yeah lorh. just now went out to pray just came back then talk to Gor of 1 minute then both of us went to bathe . ANd I am going to Zzz soon.

I will be calling Gor tomorrow morning ^^. So yeah same plan tomorrow morning go tuition then go church come home call Gor ^^.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARRYL GOR GOR !! happy birthday to you ~ happy birthday to you ~ happy birthday to Darryl~ happy birthday to you ~ !! *claps**claps**claps*

I all of sudden miss you alot. Tomorrow is your big day. I just dont want to upset you so I say happy birthday 7 days before today. I am really upset of what you told me and did not even say thanks. I already tried my best, but I am finally going back to my normal self. Though we got happy times and sad times. I just want to say: I am not going to wait as I am tired and I really love you as before. Loveing the happy times and forgetting the sad times. Just all I want is to say THANK YOU!

I felt that there was no need to wait for you anymore , It hurts alot to give up but it hurts even more by waiting for you to just turn your had behind and see me before I start walking without you and see whether I am still waiting for you . I just need you to turn your head behind and take a peep ... not even your head only your eye and I am satisfied. I just sense that you started walking and me starting late ... I dont know where to go . I am just like you no maps no compass just 6 sense to guide me and you to two different directions, I am already starting to walk , getting lost like you are now.

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Today I was clearing my folder in my computer so that it wont lag! Then I found this picture and edited it !!

Mandy is seriously my old best friend, just that this year somebody went to steal her away from me !! But anyway she is still my old best friend.

Today exam was really easy just the Chinese listening comprehension was a little tricky. Other than that I dont think the paper was hard at all.

Came back from school, chatted with Gor. But at the time I was like doing my art. Anyway Gor came to tell me to meet him for tomorrow lunch and go shopping with him a while ^^.. Then Gor will bring me out ^^ !! So tomorrow after art i will come home bathe change. Then meet Gor at jurong interchange. Cause Gor after driving marh. Tonight wish he will remind me XP.

Then *cough* let me see, The following day is DARRYL'S BIRTHDAY!And I havent got him a present + I do not need to give him one. But this year his birthday is 21 years old. So I maybe tmrw going to buy and Saturday Gor will pass it to him.

Kays , I later then post !! Talking to Abel now !!

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I am starting to miss the Primary school, last year at this time, P6F are taking their PSLE. During P5, PSLE is please stop learning everything. now I find that sentence quite lame. I am starting to miss all my P6F friends. There are a joy into everyone's life. Is like a memory but is like happened just yesterday.I still remember the last night of school day. The GRADUATION NIGHT. It was the biggest night with the songs and the food. With all the games and prizes. Songs dedicated by teachers to us with truckload love and friends missing each ther even we are far away. These are the peep in my class [Girls is in register number; Boys is sitting position] : Angelyn Annabella Divya Joy June Me Sherry Andrea Mandy Nicole Jumana Rebecca and Sumitra [These names mention are the girls]. Nicholas Joel Jonathan Toh Yi Yuan Mika Glenn Darren Lionel Xiang Yi Benedict Austin Benjamin Ethan Kyven Chen Chian Kevin Gabriel Caljus Shawn Ng Jeremy OwVekesh Alex Mahathir Lincoln Edric[These names mention are the boys].

There are some dedications to the whole group of girls of how I felt about you :-

Angelyn: Hey 2nd Bestie !! Love you lots !! Remember dont be a bad girl girl OK? ^^

Annabella: Er... Anna!! hello =] Carry on being a cuite pie to everyone!

Divya: Divya, You change school I miss you lots! Come back to visit yeah?

Joy: Joyie Joy Tan! My MSN cool friend !! Good friends forever yeah? Miss you lots !! Back in Singapore soon?

June: Hope you are enjoying yourself in Netball. Cheers!

Sherry: Hey lasbian ! heard alot of things through Jeanette! I really hope you can change your thinking on lesbian.

Andrea: Hi! Recently met my gor eh? Anyway Meet you soon^^ Can go out again^^

Mandy: Mandy Quek, is very hard to talk to you in school!! but dont worry can talk to you at home ^^

Nicole: Hello :)! Heard that your brother misses me alot ^^!! Tell him that I misses him too ^^ and you too ^^

Jumana: Same class with me this year !! Dont stay up so late just to do revision...

Rebecca: Hey!! Missing your presence in Fairfield!! Remember to come for the class gathering!! *loves*

Sumitra: i got no comments for you dear, see you everyday cause of Jumana! =)

Today paper is easy ^^! VERY EASY ! I was like shock larh! During Exam, guess what I forgotten to eat my breakfast then vomitted in the toilet. The stupid Aunty scolded me larh!! I was like hello?? I am having Exam. Then later on came home, chatted with Joy and everyone else^^. Then sms Gor alot ^^ And chatted with him alot. Just now went to put one more ear stick into my one ear hole. OMG now got 4 in one !!Anyway I gtg now !! BYE !! Maybe later post again or something

Abel called me to call him YTD night ^^ ... He is ok !! he is having fun in Veitnam just that over there no KFC ... Sobs ... !! Pray for him ^^ !! Next monday he will be back !!Very happy to see him back ^^

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIFFANY~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!Haha !! ^^Today is Tiffany 18th birthday !!

Today's paper was easy ^^ ... Chinese is easy,but for english is also ok but a little weird. Anyway in primary school we use to have MCQ but now not more ... sobs ... I miss tikaming haha !! You know throw the dice and got number come out ... l0l!

Anyway now Abel is still away so yeah ... haha ^^ ... Yesterday night go the over night prayer for 4 days ... 4 days not sleeping can die lorh ... Anyway my mama went after she fight with my dad ... So yeah I miss her alot!!

Anyway gan gor went out now at home dont know doing what so guess who Jeremy like XP!! And I got it correct lorh !!Anyway shhshh ... not going to tell you ... So yeah nothing to do now ... drinking bubble tea and eating the pearls ... and waiting for gor to come home^^.So yeah tomorrow he working and I am in school finishing my last two paper and monday got oral! So yeah see how lorh monday go out with gor or friends ... see how first^^ ... Anyway later going to blog again ... so bb !!

A code for you people : "Having friends are ok, Having alot of friends are also ok, BUT having to be very close to them may not be ok to their other friends"
I felt that there was no need to wait for you anymore , It hurts alot to give up but it hurts even more by waiting for you to just turn your had behind and see me before I start walking without you and see whether I am still waiting for you . I just need you to turn your head behind and take a peep ... not even your head only your eye and I am satisfied. I just sense that you started walking and me starting late ... I dont know where to go . I am just like you no maps no compass just 6 sense to guide me and you to two different directions, I am already starting to walk , getting lost like you are now.

Labels: I miss you, MCQ

Went out: Today went out with Weida and my friend... then later on went to Vivo with them. Weida went daiso so my friend and I went to take photos! haha ^^ Then before that, my friend was like grumbling like hell then eat Mac, eat already got tummy ache. Somemore is like both of us lorh, MAC FOOD GOT PROBLEMS !!

Anyway later went Vivo so walk walk then my left leg the knee got problems !! AH !!! Pain !! Then today I dont think can forget lorh, on the way back right... Gor and my friend was like entering the MRT then was too crowded and my hand nearly got stuck on the door ...

Thank God nothing larh. Then later went Tiong meet my friend and Gor. So Gor went home them me and my friend!

Then Gor say that if I want to meet him must plan 2 weeks before. SOBS.

Today's papers is quite ok. Maths was easy! HOORAY !! haha !! Wish I will get high marks. !!But my hands hurt like some dogs .

Birthdays that are coming up !! TIFFANY BIRTHDAY is tomorrow !! And DARRYL BIRTHDAY is on Saturday. So happy !!

Got to go now .. thats all for today !! BYE !!

I felt that there was no need to wait for you anymore , It hurts alot to give up but it hurts even more by waiting for you to just turn your had behind and see me before I start walking without you and see whether I am still waiting for you . I just need you to turn your head behind and take a peep ... not even your head only your eye and I am satisfied. I just sense that you started walking and me starting late ... I dont know where to go . I am just like you no maps no compass just 6 sense to guide me and you to two different directions, I am already starting to walk , getting lost like you are now.

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I miss him alot.But I really cannot do anything cause he dosent like me. I really want him to like me again but is like never going to happen. We are like the two like poles that cannot be attracted together. But is it worth it to let go like that? a few more days till his big day. I am really confuse. I really dont know what to do. How now?? I already gave him alot of clues that I still like him, but there is no reply of what I want. Do guys really cannot read girls' mind?I already tried my very best, inculding getting scolding from him. though it hurts but I dont know whether you are thinking that way. Sometimes I think of him but do he? He dont know that I am thinking of him am I right? what should I do ... I am in a dillama. Thinking of him everyday really makes my life in pain. Tears for him can filled buckets. And broke up right on 847PM and on the 2 month. Remembering what he told me and remembering thoughts from where we have been and did not go, I miss him alot. Do he know that? Even if those times I cried and told him, nearly cried in front of him even he apologize. Eyes filled with tear but nothing came out. do he know that? Cheering him on everyday with out him knowing and making him lying to me ... Do he know that I am hurt right deep inside? Planning to let go but still keeping him in mind. What should I do ....

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