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Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ Reina's dairy

I miss him alot.But I really cannot do anything cause he dosent like me. I really want him to like me again but is like never going to happen. We are like the two like poles that cannot be attracted together. But is it worth it to let go like that? a few more days till his big day. I am really confuse. I really dont know what to do. How now?? I already gave him alot of clues that I still like him, but there is no reply of what I want. Do guys really cannot read girls' mind?I already tried my very best, inculding getting scolding from him. though it hurts but I dont know whether you are thinking that way. Sometimes I think of him but do he? He dont know that I am thinking of him am I right? what should I do ... I am in a dillama. Thinking of him everyday really makes my life in pain. Tears for him can filled buckets. And broke up right on 847PM and on the 2 month. Remembering what he told me and remembering thoughts from where we have been and did not go, I miss him alot. Do he know that? Even if those times I cried and told him, nearly cried in front of him even he apologize. Eyes filled with tear but nothing came out. do he know that? Cheering him on everyday with out him knowing and making him lying to me ... Do he know that I am hurt right deep inside? Planning to let go but still keeping him in mind. What should I do ....

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