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Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ Reina's dairy

Today went to church in the morning. Then everything is as usual. But today went to Rachel's house. ME AND HER BECAME GOD SISTERS !!

Then today went to East coast park. To play. Er. photos will be uploaded soon ^^ !! Cause need to be on Rachel's blog. While on the way there. Thoughts came back as a flash back. hehe ^^ . Anyway Emoing again.

Rough idea what happened, Abel gave a good scolding to Shaun and he came into the room.his voice like trembling larh. lol!

Then that ABEL GOR GOR ... SAY I TOO HYPER! I dont care liao. if I dont be hyper is not call xinyi already what. So too him I am going to purposely be emo. Cause he blame me for being hyper.

I mean is like I was born to make people's life happy[dunno whether you think that way]. And being random really make people laugh.

So cant your understand. I am really trying my best to be less hyper these days and this is what happen. thinking about the past. Which I dont really want to. I really dont want to, cause I am not happy about it. dont want to get bitten again. You get what I mean? I already got out of it and now i am going back, just because I cannot be hyper. Some problems are like not meant to be told or shared. Is just by feelings. So cant you all let me be myself just for this period??

Having need to put them I decided not to think of them but is it worth it? or still have to wait.I am already too tired to continue this journey. I already thought of giving up. But can I? Truly love him once. But now. Really can I give up? or give up my life? but I know that only god can take your life away only. I really dont know what to do, giving up journey of life? I am really tired now. I am out of point already. I am tired to continue the journey of life.Someone help! my legs are in pain. I really dont want to just stand there and wait. I have been standing there and wait for you for a long time. I already walking in the light with nothing on me. No food etc. I decided already to just walk.If you want to come back. I think you have the stamina to run to me. Cause I am already too tired to walk/run with you.

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