{/I lost a book'}
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
XINYI DECLARE THAT SHE LOST A NATIONAL LIBRARY BOOK WHICH CONCERNS HISTORY ! AND MY BROTHER IS GOING VIETNAM! WHICH MEANS!! I WILL BE HOME ALONE AGAIN!! ARH! Ok! lets talk about today! EVERYTHING WAS IN A RUSH!I woke up late so me and my brother went shopping at jurong there... then I met Xingya with Viena... Not to mention she grown taller.. Then went for cell at COSBT. I FORGOT TO BRING THE MOENY!! SORRY! Anyway then rush to Go4 have meeting .. in the end.. Normal cell group meeting!! I was like shock! I next week only maybe can come... or come late... Ok nevermind! I try my best to come early.. Ok anyway, er then go home... OK NOW I AM SUPER BORED AND DIED! BYE ! Sorry I really got nothing to post.Labels: I lost a book
{/I've got nothing to post'}
Friday, November 28, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
I got nothing to post ... I enjoyed today .. bye! Thanks BENEDICT O0I<3Labels: I've got nothing to post
{/10 things to tell you not to be EMO'}
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
Today is a boring day! I want to go to the ZOO!! it was very long time I went there. The last time I went there was with Nicole and Nicholas last DEC!! Oh My!! I WANT TO GO AGAIN! I MISS THE PIG! L0L! I hate this feverish feeling... it sucks! I tell you arh! Dont get sick .. once you sick you are inactive.. Which also means unhealthy.. Which also mean you can die if you push too hard.. What the... Today stay at home WHOLE day ... Watch TV, play computer, talk on the phone and sleep! Oh my I am going to be fat soon! ARH!!!Oh my!! I miss 2nd Zeo ministry the most! ^^ Wah!So boring school holidays for secoundary school sucks! You got near to 3 months and you can play and plan anything you like but after that or during your free time you will find holidays boring I tell you. And if you got no where to go, and stay at home ... The boredom will drive you nuts. Not only that, when you are a chatter box, and no one to entertain you.. IS THE WORSE!! THIS IS GETTING ON MY NERVE!! Still got one more hour to talk to Abel gor gor. then I dont know where is Weida gor gor.. FINALLY Derrick gor gor misses my taggs.. and He is back! I dont know leh! I am still sick whether deciding to go training anot .. Maybe go there and slack... Get some fresh air .. I sick badly man!I was viewing alot of blogs today and yesterday and Skype profiles MSN nick so on and so far! I heard from Ivy that at her times there was no such things called emo.. Now she walk down the street all emo emo one. Share a few of codes to all of you .. Cause is like these few days everybody is under the stress of people thinking and doing all these years. When there is a crisis regardless of what crisis i feel that being happy is one thing larh... some codes are meant for friends some meant for Chinese only .. only Chinese version.. So yeah... here we go:01.快乐也是过一天，伤心也是过一天。不如开开心心的过每一天.
02.快乐应该有自己掌握的.
03. Friends are like stars, you dont always see them but you know that they are there.
04.Friends are like angels sent down to Earth to make good days and help us to find our ways. Thanks for being my friend.
05.Smiling uses 24 muscles while frowning uses 42 muscles.
06.Friends in need are friends indeed.
07.Friends are always there.. Just say hi..
08.Humans only learn to cherish thing once they lose it
09.You better cherish the chances you can live cause life is short.
10. As for 10... I wish you can think and give yourself an answer to what is life to you.
With this I will end !! Labels: 10 things to tell you not to be EMO
{/Jesus loves me'}
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
I cant believe that I got deeply hurt today! ARH!! but I promise I wont emo, I wont hate, I WILL LOVE! Cause I believe love is 100%% better than hate ... Cause Jesus loves me.. I still remembered that song .. I mean like long time ago in QCMC, I use to sing this song with Angelyn and Abigial.. This song goes like this :
Jesus loves me! This I know,
For the Bible tells me so;
Little ones to Him belong,
They are weak but He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! He who died,
Heaven's gate to open wide;
He will wash away my sin,
Let His little child come in.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! loves me still,
When I'm very weak and ill;
From His shining throne on high,
Comes to watch me where I lie.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! He will stay,
Close beside me all the way;
He's prepared a home for me,
And some day His face I'll see.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Dear daddy God, I miss you alot. I know I have sin against you. I am really sorry... I must say .. continue to bless and and protect me... I AM SORRY for what I have done. Thanks for forgiving me... I love you all my life .. in christ Jesus name, AMEN I guess I did something wrong today but I dont regret doing cause if really is wrong. I should not admit at all! Totally! I regretted admitting it.. I mean seriously cause I know the outcome and I still wants it ... Cause is like killing me badly.. And I am so hurt. I just felt that way...Anyway in overall! I dont regret any part of it .. promise.. And I wont hate you! I AM SORRYLabels: Jesus loves me
{/I got no tuition'}
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
I GOT NO MORE TUITION TILL 12.12.08!! THATS MEAN ... MY SATURDAY MORNING IS FREE!!! YAY!! CAN GO OUT THEN GO CHURCH IN THE AFTERNOON!! I AM SO HAPPY!! ~~~Labels: I got no tuition
{/How do you flirt'}
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Hey! I found this on Friendster and decided to post about it... cause is like I felt that some are not true but most of them are still true... Anyway this is super random cause I got nothing to do...
HOW GIRLS FLIRT:
1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible
HOW GUYS FLIRT:
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)
Labels: How do you flirt
{/How I met KJE'}
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I am still wondering why I did not regret... Anyway yesterday thought it for one night liao... I told Weida gor gor about it. Cause he maybe my most trustable gor gor larh.. Cause Derrick is out of town... So talk to Weida. Then I suddenly miss someone ... Ok continue ... So yeah today stay at home again! Got fever.. High fever again! So Weida confort me .. even he did not do anything. But he was like also concerning about me .. And ask me about what happend! LOVE Weida gor gor! Dedications:
Weida:
Hey gor gor! Thanks for comforting me last night though you did not do anything... Thanks alot!! =]
Abel:
SORRY! Wishes to continue..
This was how me and KJE met! What a laughter!! KE is the first person/kid i talk to in Go4 church. It all started when he was P1. We met and started playing catching with the gym kids when they are having lessons and my mother is attending cell group in holland. So yeah, then slowly I go to his house for gathering and I got to know KJY... ^^ Then when his dad became a pastor, he set p a church only me KJY and KJE .. We were like playing gameboy every sevice then after service we use the mic and talk RUBBISH about what tsamani. Then what earthquake, then suddenly got bettle fly over then will start screaming!! IS SUPER FUNNY!! Then got cockroaches... Then I was like standing on the chair. Slowly Kelvin and Rebacca came into church .. but Kelvin came first so yeah we four were invited to KJY birthday party and so on... been through alot of funny things and so when Rebecca came in .. We still got talk but Kelvin and Rebecca did not really talk larh.. but we are still very close! And so yeah then our church shift here and there and more and more youths come in and out ... Now we got our own youth.. ^^ But still Kelvin is "anti social". but he is a helpful guy .. seriously.. he help me alot and played alot too!! though he made me cry like once or twice but still he is a super nice guy .. KJE is funny ... I mean like I know him for so long and he made me laugh most of the time and now .. he can read my facial expression! I was like shock cause I was only about to tear then he ask me why am I crying! But dont worry larh I also know how to read KJE expression already cause since I know him for so long I am able to read his expression larh! HE IS SUPER FAT AND CUTE AT THE SAME TIME! As for now, I am logging off !! BYE..Labels: How I met KJE
{/this feeling sucks'}
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I WANT TO GET BOYFRIEND! I AM NOT DESPO OR WHAT CAUSE SOME LAME PEOPLE ALWAYS DO LAME THINGS AND SO THEY SUSPECT HERE SUSPECT THERE ... WHEN IS NOT TRUE... AIYOH ... CAN STOP CREATING STORIES ANOT? I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM WHY GO SAY I LIKE HIM! I TELL YOU ARH... IN THIS WORLD I THINK ONLY WEIDA KNOWS WHO I LIKE LORH.. WTH .. WEIDA GOR GOR , PLEASE DONT TELL .. OK LARH .. ADMIT . MY BEST FIRENDS DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I LIKE WHY WOULD I EVEN TELL CHURCH MATES.. EVEN IF I TELL YOU ONLY I THINK RACHEL KNOW WHO HE IS .. I TALK TO ABEL CAUSE IS LIKE ALL OF YOU EXCEPT JOSHUA TALK TO HIM ... THIS IS SO ... hpmh! Angelyn i am getting back my hpmh sickness again... hehe ^^ ... Anyway this feelings sucks.. but I know rumours will die down.. Labels: this feeling sucks
{/HAVING FEVER'}
Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
Sorry trackers. I woke up late cause my fever shot up to 38.3 ... And so did not turn up for training. If tomorrow still got fever, I am going to clinic to visit doctor with Rachel. Ok Rachel and Abel are now currently fighting over some stupid post. I ask Gideon to pray for me: Father I pray for Xinyi that You will heal her of her fever. In this time, God I ask of Your HOly Spirit to manifest so real in her life that she will be able to praise you of your goodness. God I ask of You to continue to guard Xinyi and minister to her. In Jesus Name, Amen. Hehe^^ So cool! Ok.. I am blogging rubbish again! I kindof miss Abel gor gor. This Saturday meeting him.. Cause got meeting on some church outings. And so. He is kindof busy this week and I dont plan to meet up till Friday/ Saturday. I also kindof miss KJE... I mean like he has become cuter.. Seriously ... I think I dont like him as a boy but I like him as a super close friend larh! We know each other like P1 . And we like dont talk to each other 
. This is him larh .. SO cute right? And plus he is like super smart! He sister smarter but she is like going to be a book worm soon! And KJE looks like his dad!! His dad is a pastor. Main pastor for GO4 church. ok .. sToP!!! Please blog about other things! Ok my body temperature is going up again ! Blog again tonight! bye!
Labels: HAVING FEVER
{/Photos on Zeo ministry3'}
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Let the photos do the talking! Ok? I had lots of funn and hugs from alot of people! Love GO4 lots!With Abel gor gor, Kang family, Me , Rachel's family, Chen San, Isaac, Ps Evan, judy and Meng Ting, maybe Samuel [The one in Korea and Singapore]Sadly Joshua did not go. Anyway I had lots of fun and love at the same time! Today went to church as normal. Just did something unusual somewhere. Anyway so yeah ! Enjoy. I am going to edit photos :
Labels: Photos on Zeo ministry3
{/Malysia Go4 Zeo ministry'}
Friday, November 21, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
YAY!! Came back from Church camp liao!! Super happy!!!Ok anyway I will soon write/post something insulting about Singaporeans but is facts about Singaporeans.If I can remember, I got STM. Ok this was my timetable in Malaysia:Wake up - 8 : Breakfast8 - 10 : Morning prayer10 - 1 : Morning Service1 - 3 : Lunch3 - 5/6 : Healing 5/6 - 7 : Dinner7 - 8 : Night prayer8 - 9 : Still praying for holy sprit9 - 12/1 : Night service Ok, So yeah I whole day is in the resort. Went out to shop once and thats it! Everything is provided in the resort except bubble/chewing gum! The food a little funny [taste]. But overall still ok!
Cause got Bowling ally, Rental bike, Swimming pool, Arcade etc. But I ate alot of tibits... haha ^^ Got sore throat and now getting fever...
So yeah I was missing all my gors in Singapore... but is ok! I miss all my great friends too! Next week maybe going Sentosa! But I am going to follow abel gor gor to collect his camera!!
Ps Kim was like saying that the war in Malaysia is 100% stronger than Singapore! i was like shock . he say that in Singapore he still can talk for hours .. but in Malaysia he went to his room then sleep! But is nice to see him there!
THE KOREAN YOUTHS DID NOT GO!!! Sarah the korean girl. She was the only youth korean girl! I miss her lots! BUT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE SAE BINK PERM HAIR! I miss the guys!! ^^ Sorry.. I miss Sarahm, Suzzie and Samuel! Ok I got some dedications to make:
Dedications:
Abel:
Hey thanks alot for these days when I am emo.. And thanks for the hugs kays ? Love them lots!!And thanks for those... =P Love them lots too .. I miss them! And your stupid hamtaro! hehe^^ I dont plan to get jealous liao cause I mean like I also not your GF... maybe someday somewhere somehow... but still currently NOT. STOP BEING ADDICTTED TO YOUR COMPUTER!
Weida:
GOR GOR!! I AM BACK!
Neng Wei:
Hey! I am back too!!
Thats all for now.. going to sleep bye peopleLabels: Malysia Go4 Zeo ministry
{/Holiday sucks'}
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
HOLIDAY IS SO BORED!!! I WANT TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! I WANT TO GO OUT! OH MY! HOLIDAYS ARE SUPER BORING AND SUNDAYS ARE WORST! CAUSE ABEL IS NOT GOING TO TALK TO ME AND THE WHETHER IS TERRIBLE!
Privacy please: [Abel] Please respect...
i dont know this matters me too much. Abel gor is like totally not talking to me. You know in church we did not even stare at each other for a mimi sec. I mean like seriously I dont know treating him as my gor gor is so much a hard thing.. I mean like cause he dont talk to me. and so love to insult me . i really dont know. He said alot of things which hurts me unknowingly is like he already knows what I want and he is giving me what he dosent wants. he dosnt keep his promise and I trys to fulfil his promise. Is like he is rejecting it and I am having it to take it but he dosent want to copperate. I dont know this will last how long. Is like a trouble keeping it away and my mother is like suspecting all the way when I did nothing wrong! Is like cause our parents dont like each other and his mum dont like me and my mum dont like him. When I only meet him like one to one then we can talk properly and with people around is really very tiring to talk to him.. i just dont want to tell nhim this and stop giving rubbish can? I mean like if you really want to continue we must realy meet alot as you dont know me well. And cause we cant talk in church or even get close... I think meeting up is important. Think about it and tell me please reply kays? Is quite important as you keep on saying I am irriating and I got deeply hurt by that sentence. Labels: Holiday sucks
{/Miss Weida gor gor, Abel gor gor'}
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Ok. I miss Abel gor gor, and Weida gor gor got dedications for them and that will be my post for today:-Dedications >>>Abel:Dear gor gor, I miss you lots! Anyway will be going zeo ministry can hug you again! ^^ Anyway you know what I am talking about. Dont tire yourself out ok? Though you need to study hard and so on but dont fall sick. I will be sad ok? ^^. hug you on Tuesday! HUGGIES!!Anyway Thanks for being there when I am bored! I love talking to you through the night. LOVE YOU LOTS!<33333333333333333333333You get what I mean?Weida:
WEIDA GORGOR! When I am back from Malaysia then I call and meet up with you kays? Remember quit a job if you cant take it! You too better take care of yourself.. <3
Labels: Abel gor gor, Miss Weida gor gor
{/SUN BURN!'}
Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
Look at my cheeks and my nose!! ALL SUNBURN!! But now better! All White!Today had alot of fun with church mates when Viena is here to accompany me. My goodness... the sun burn was like killing me when I got home. It turned so red when I got into my mother's air con car! Is like fumm! RED! Ok today was super fun as we played Captains ball like from 130-5? Sorry yesterday got edit later... I am not going to edit it. Ok anyway yeah everyone bullys the youngest. TOO BAD! Ok larh we draw 1 game and fail the rest cause is like all the rest is in army, JC, Polys. And my team is only one JC, Gideon and most of the sec is in my team.. all so cute! And went back to church for service then later on ate my dinner. Talk to Pastor. He say I look smart and look like his niece. Anyway talk to him. Chit chat and so on. Came home wash shoes[X2]. Ok I called Abel gor gor tday and soon going to like see him tomorrow?^^ he promise me a VV tight hug L0L! Anyway going to off computer soon bye! Labels: SUN BURN
{/'}
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
DONT UNDERSTAND THE WORLD ANYMORE! Ok today, nothing is going to happen to me. This is so boring actually wanted to go out with abel gor gor and chruch mates one. Turn out to be the opposite.I hate people using advantage of me .. Trust me larh this feeling sucks.Anyway I dont know anything. and just because you told me in the lastest sms. I wanted to hate you! but I cannot! This feeling really sucks! Anyway dont talk about unhappy things as some people no worth my laughter. Hehe^^ Anyway Constance is back from camp! I need to study study study!I am going to work hard like mad dog! But for now ! I am going to play. Cause I am suppose to study but because of some idiots... NVM! I will be going Malaysia soon! And will see how much I miss all my gor gors, DFC, BFF and friends! I think I will miss them a millions cause I already miss them! Hello! I am totally not angry larh.. I mean like i was doing something and you tell me that I am angry? Anyway tomorrow will be going to WCP to play with church. Then tonight will be going to church to meet some people[idiots are included]RETARDED! I just thoguht of saying that word. So yeah! RETARDS! Anyway feeling very low but also want to be free from this dung house! This is so stupid. I am still at home watching cartoons and I think of someone that hurts me alot... I am seriously very sian! Guess what I am staring at the computer and doing nothing! This is so boring! WTH! This is the worse holiday I ever get! Last year not like that one lorh! Last year at least can talk to teachers. This year cannot even go into the staff room!
HELLO I AM DAY DREAMING AND NOT DREAMING!THIS HOLIDAY IS NOT GETTING ME ANYWHERE! [later edit]
If you think my attitude sucks. then dont talk to me larh. Why would you even want to be my gor gor. If you think that you are so big and you like to bully me insult me or whatever. Then forget it larh. Even if you say sorry, and I may forgive and most likely to forgive, please do not take advantage of me!
{/Two accidents'}
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Ok Libang the small boy in the photo is Sunday take one. Ok He look likes my favorite Animal.PENGUIN!
Ok two accidents ... You know the photo on the girl's bag? Ok anyway, two things happened today. Ok this was what happened in the MRT. Everyone was crowding and so this family and this lady came in .. The mother of that family and so she was left out. So the gramdmother and the grandson came in. Then this girl's bag got stuck. So this man went to the rescue. But then at that moment, the door open. So yeah the grandmother and the grandson went out . the lady's bag came in . Then the "gands" did not know the door will close so fast. So the grandson by 1mm, nearly got stuck. And so the grandmother cruse the MRT?? She was like hitting the door and saying go and die. AHAH !! The mother also .. So the son was inside the MRT alone. This incident reminds me of that time with Weida gor gor and Andrea... I was the one with the close accident. 
Labels: Two accidents
{/"by beholding you will be changed"'}
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Yesterday training that time, coach was like talking about God .. then he suddenly said this :" By beholding, you will be changed." It means that you look at something/ admires something too much you will be like that person/thing. Ok, today suppose to go bowling with my trackers but then cancelled cause Jinping dont want to go .. Then no one willing to pay for taxi fee.. so forget it dont go . So went out with Abel gor gor, go make passport with him ^^! Wait until super long.. Then later on went to FujiFilm to repair camera.. ok next time not going to go there already. But had alot of fun with Abel gor gor. Tomorrow meeting him. and Saturday going to play at WCP, Sunday meeting him again! ^^.. I realise sumos are damn fat. Ok, so now... getting super bored. Playing games again. My mother watching DA CHANG JIN... AGAIN!!Next week going Malaysia liao... Can do anything I like.. Sleep larh, just now yawning like pig like that.
I got alot of nicknames for abel gor gor :01. Tooty toot toot02. Donkey03. PigOikay! Another short post! Taggies will be replied as soon as possible on their own blog.If no blog, will be replied here. Labels: "by beholding you will be changed"
{/No training on Friday!YAY'}
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
Friday got NO training !!Haha ^^ Slack at home again !! Maybe going out bowling at Safra; Mount Faber there!! Last time did not go.. Anyway so yeah tomorrow meeting Jinping they all to bowl. So I am super happy now!!
And so, now very bored. Training was hard and tough. But was raining heavily there. So train hard but not too hard like last time! Now coach is funnier and funnier... Keep on laughing at his "LAME" jokes! Anyway misses the KC girls again!
MUM is not coming home again! Will talk to gor gor later,see how first. I AM NOT GETTING TO EMO MOOD LIAO! So yeah, going to YI this week for games day. ^^!! Invited Kim, and Viena to go. maybe My brother and his friend maybe going !!
Next week will be going to Malaysia camp!! YAY!! I have been looking forward, can hug gor gor more =P! Then once come back. Monday got training, Tuesday maybe going out with Trackers to Sentosa, Wednesday got training, Thursday maybe going out with DFC , Isabelle and Inda to Sentosa or Wild wild wet and Friday training again !!
^^ And I maybe getting a Cam on my own, I last time have already larh...Then drop in water. Forget it dont buy ! Now my mama is considering again!! YAY! So anyway, Waiting for gor gor to tell me when to call hm larh!
Ok just now went out with Tracker. Ate dinner at KAP.. Then Raynon got insulted all the way .. now playing pool with his friends? Ok dont talk about him. So yeah Went home with Shi min, Tricia and Guo Wei. Had alot of fun with them! Ok I blog alot today liao..That photo is just of liking it ? Maybe !! SEE YOU PEOPLE SOON ! Labels: No training on Friday YAY
{/Not going to be EMO'}
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
I think I am not going to emo anymore... I think I am going to be super happy ^^ I just need to really look it in a different matter.. Anyway I know how to handle it. I got this funny idea after I woke up from my sleep.. .. ^^ And than ks for your BIG scolding KJE and ABEL CHOO ... & PS EVAN! Anyway problem solved !! Mystery is cracked ! SAY YAY !!! Anyway Yesterday expected that ABEL CHOO to comfort me but he did not.. but anyway MYSTERY IS CRACKED! Thanks for Derrick for telling me that I am emo^^ ... Anyway I talking about KJE , JOOYE , RACHEL , DONKEY and myself are facing PROBLEMS larh.. ^^ But mine is ok liaoDedications:Derrick: Hello =] thanks for taggings anyway Thanks for telling me that I am emo... Problems are here larh! Anyway will be going Malaysia next week larh. Labels: Not going to be EMO
{/Getting blame?!'}
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I dont know how to say but I know I hate getting the blame all the time. Just dont know why everyone is blaming me for no good reason when I did not do anything wrong. And I cannot hold anger. Maybe this is the longest anger cause you told someone about this problem. I already forgave you. What else you want. You want me o forgive you again izit? Sadly I cant cause I forgave you already. And cause now everyone is at your side I got totally no comments you get me ? What else you want me to say . I dont want to break up the friendship thats why I apologize first what more you want? And now cause you told someone and that person trust you alot. He say is my fault. What are you thinking?! If you want everyone in church to like you then go ahead larh. I dont handle these things then change church only what. Dont forget I got myself a 2nd church already. And what you want me to do?! Gor gor and pastor already at your side cause you told them. I forgave you and apologize FIRST and this is what I get?! I actually dont want to post this but sadly you dont get what I mean. I expected someone to comfort me and instead he is at your side... I now got totally no comments about this church... Sadly Please pray about this... I am actually upset of what you done ... seriously I dont think I will continue trusting ... I am just looking in a different way of the way things are. And I dont expect a apology. But what is done is done... changing the story is changing the fact of what you done so that you dont have to take the blame... I think I might just go into emo-ing though I may look happy
Labels: Getting blame
{/Do it in my face!'}
Monday, November 10, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
THE WORLD IS A F****ED UP PLACE! BUT TOO BAD IS GOD'S CREATION. THIS WORLD IS CORRUPTED! CAN YOU JUST SEE I HATE APOLOGIZING WITH NO GOOD/ VALID REASON.
AND I CANT HOLD ANGER FOR LONG! I ALREADY PLAN TO FORGET THE MATTER! WHATS YOU BIG PROBLEM?! WHO YOU THINK I SHOULD APOLOGIZE FIRST WHEN I DID NOTHING WRONG! AND HELLO! YOU ARE AT FAULT AND YOU WANT ME TO APOLOGIZE... ARE YOU MAD OR WHAT!? YOU WANT TO SAY SORRY DO IT IN MY FACE! DONT DO IT ANYWHERE ELSE! Labels: Do it in my face
{/Gym work'}
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Today training was just gym work! And is SUPER fun! Is like coach keep on saying .. Slowly, and higher! So funny... Anyway I find coach a little cute sometimes. Xiu yun did come for training!! Mummy came!! but she got to skip her GB camp. Constance was like waving to me... But when I doing warm down that time I hug her larh... Anyway true enough... I miss 6F somehow.. And I miss 1h also.. Anyway I will be going out with Trackers soon! tomorrow jinping will be bringing us to bowling... and so on.!! ^^ Looking forward. but he havent sent us msg yet. So yeah ... I want to meet alot of people.. Esp. DFC and 1H... I miss them lots..Anyway short post today ... got nothing to say ... Dedications:Angelyn:hey Angie... I miss you loads.. miss those days when we talk until morning ... Sleeping on the phone and alot more... !! SEE YOU SOON ! Abel gor gor :DONKEY Weida gor gor :Hehe ^^ You still go daiso.. Anyway You sound better than the other time I talk to you .. talk to you later !! <3Labels: Gym work
{/Emo-ing'}
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Oh my!! I love AYSHA ! She is my BIG darling to me!! you know at times when I feel down she is always there to comfort me...
And tell you something... When girls cry, guys dont know how to comfort.. AYSHA IS LOVED FROM NOW ON! HAHA!! Anyway I love Aysha like some mad dog!...But I also love KC track and field larh...
I think Track mates or other school track mates give me the most comfort... I mean like church mates and school mates all give me the same feeling and I only can talk on the surface and not in detail... Maybe I am just trusting the trackers more.. I am more open to the trackers and not church/school mates .. I mean like school and church dont give me the feeling of having it to tell them all my problems... Is like there is a need to hide some things from them. So I mostly feel happier when I am with Trackers[no offence we look like/ act like gang but is fun!] so is like Trackers are always there for you.
Is like i go to church I am not that very happy. when the next moment when I see a tracker that I like/favour [eg. Jeanette Shimin and aysha. KC and Fairfield] I think I will be happier.. Is like all of us can be a big family already. Anyway sometimes I feel emo... and I dont like to tell to Family/church and school mates.. I wouyld rather tell to trackers... Cause is like even I tell them they will %% go to the extend of saying that they will like counsel you, but I dont feel that will help..
.Anyway I gtg to bathe then go training at 3... Later calling Abel gor gor and Weida gor gor... I need prayers now...
So what if I like him? Stop making me JEALOUS ok? I love him to the Max... so do he. So can you like stop breaking me and him up? Though we are not attach??
Labels: Emo-ing
{/100 Ways of " I love you"'}
Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ Reina's dairy
Guys should say all these things to a girl:English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Chinese
Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a
Mandarin - Wo ai ni
Comanche - U kamakutu nu
(pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu)
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - Kisakihitin
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew
To female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)
To male - "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Norwegian
Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg
Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai
To female - Phom rak khun
To male - Chan rak khun
Informal - Rak te
Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese
To female - Anh ye^u em
To male - Em ye^u anh
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zuni - Tom ho' ichema
100 Ways to say "I love you"If you know who I love/like right... I am willing to say these words to him.Labels: 100 Ways of " I love you"
