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DONT UNDERSTAND THE WORLD ANYMORE!

Ok today, nothing is going to happen to me. This is so boring actually wanted to go out with abel gor gor and chruch mates one. Turn out to be the opposite.I hate people using advantage of me .. Trust me larh this feeling sucks.Anyway I dont know anything. and just because you told me in the lastest sms. I wanted to hate you! but I cannot! This feeling really sucks! Anyway dont talk about unhappy things as some people no worth my laughter. Hehe^^ Anyway Constance is back from camp! I need to study study study!I am going to work hard like mad dog! But for now ! I am going to play. Cause I am suppose to study but because of some idiots... NVM! I will be going Malaysia soon! And will see how much I miss all my gor gors, DFC, BFF and friends! I think I will miss them a millions cause I already miss them! Hello! I am totally not angry larh.. I mean like i was doing something and you tell me that I am angry? Anyway tomorrow will be going to WCP to play with church. Then tonight will be going to church to meet some people[idiots are included]RETARDED! I just thoguht of saying that word. So yeah! RETARDS! Anyway feeling very low but also want to be free from this dung house! This is so stupid. I am still at home watching cartoons and I think of someone that hurts me alot... I am seriously very sian! Guess what I am staring at the computer and doing nothing! This is so boring! WTH! This is the worse holiday I ever get! Last year not like that one lorh! Last year at least can talk to teachers. This year cannot even go into the staff room!
HELLO I AM DAY DREAMING AND NOT DREAMING!THIS HOLIDAY IS NOT GETTING ME ANYWHERE! [later edit]



If you think my attitude sucks. then dont talk to me larh. Why would you even want to be my gor gor. If you think that you are so big and you like to bully me insult me or whatever. Then forget it larh. Even if you say sorry, and I may forgive and most likely to forgive, please do not take advantage of me!