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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ Reina's dairy


I dont know how to say but I know I hate getting the blame all the time. Just dont know why everyone is blaming me for no good reason when I did not do anything wrong. And I cannot hold anger. Maybe this is the longest anger cause you told someone about this problem. I already forgave you. What else you want. You want me o forgive you again izit? Sadly I cant cause I forgave you already. And cause now everyone is at your side I got totally no comments you get me ? What else you want me to say . I dont want to break up the friendship thats why I apologize first what more you want? And now cause you told someone and that person trust you alot. He say is my fault. What are you thinking?! If you want everyone in church to like you then go ahead larh. I dont handle these things then change church only what. Dont forget I got myself a 2nd church already. And what you want me to do?! Gor gor and pastor already at your side cause you told them. I forgave you and apologize FIRST and this is what I get?! I actually dont want to post this but sadly you dont get what I mean. I expected someone to comfort me and instead he is at your side... I now got totally no comments about this church... Sadly Please pray about this... I am actually upset of what you done ... seriously I dont think I will continue trusting ... I am just looking in a different way of the way things are. And I dont expect a apology. But what is done is done... changing the story is changing the fact of what you done so that you dont have to take the blame... I think I might just go into emo-ing though I may look happy

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