I dont feel like talking to anybody. Is just like that. I am having my moodswings now. I am pissed at baby now. People dont understand. I dont feeling like talking to anyone, is just too hurtful. I dont like the feeling at all. Is really bothering me these days , and I dont freaking like it at all. I hate it. I hate it, I care but it just doesnt seems I care..I hate it okays? Is like one moment this and that. Is always changing. There are no friends could feel how I really feel. I am sorry , it just dosent seems that you care. I cant do anything now, is just mix feelings. Its all happening too fast. I like a freaking cryins' now. I want to ignore you, but can I? No I cant, okays I am sorry. sobs, from now till april I wont see you much. sorry, I hate it. byes, I dont feel like blogging. byes;is it going to end? I hope it wont end, I want to continue, the pain is there. I am sorry , PS I LOVE YOU. I just dont want to end. I want to continue for a decade. (: JIA YI, I am sorry. about the F* word. and emotional drive jia yi , I am sorry , I having emotionals swings now , I just fought with my brother and father, I just dont like the feeling of you NOT caring about me , i hope you forgive me and I dont want to talk to you. I bother everything about you. I love you.. Nothing else can express the feelings just dont fade. Insensitive, if you called it. I dont mind at all. (: I love you.

Jia Yi, If you find the post offensive , I am terribly sorry and I want you back, you are important to me as important as my life. (: I dont want to ever leave you. I HOLD MY WORD TO THAT. YOu are like the apple I love.Sorry , I gave you blue blacks, or injuries. I AM SORRY! I MISS YOU! I suddenly miss Jia yi hugs, I dont know why , everytime we fight , feelings grow stronger and also the feeling os miss grow stronger. (: I dont know why, I love you and the feeling is unexchangeable nor, unforgettable. (: I love you. and I promise you I will try to keep away from guys and not more then friendship. No holding hands, or kiss another guy[I never!] I will never break this chain between me and you , the force of contraction is = to the force of contraction of solid of even higher! (: I love you , sorry if you find the post offencive,cause I mean no harm. AND I hope you forgive me once and for all. Forget the past and aim for future. love covers all. and all is covered by love. I love you and I miss you and your hugs. I want to hug you. I love you. I want you to be the last guy i want to date. This is a promise I will try my best to go for it.I PROMISE WITH A KISS. Is going to end in 10 years, and then continue with a life time (:

I love 254294 with all my life.

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