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{/mid years 2010'}
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

Exams Exams Exams
Tests Tests Tests
Stress Stress Stress
I am still left with English, EMaths, Science, Humans, Chinese, IED, AMaths HAHAHAS! Feeling so good! (: And hahas, neopetting like MAD! ;D And mummy bought my correction tape and my examination pad(: Feeling good! And guess what, I am tired. I got angelyn's pressie, and jolene still owes me(: and Jolene dating Donovan(?) SHOCK! okays neopetting and waiting for darling (: Ate dinner with brandon (: Jeremy and Jack (:

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{/school reopening jun'10'}
Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

School reopening tomorrow Maths not done. SIANS! Going to tell teacher idk how to do. Hahas, hungry now, sore throat. I am left to iron clothes and revise abit. (: short post, eating apple (:

I love JIA YI

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{/just a post'}
Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

It takes 7 seconds for the food to pass from the mouth to the stomach. A human hair can hold 3kg. The length of the penis is three times the length of the thumb. The femur is as hard as to concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. Women blink twice as much as men. We use 300 muscles just to keep our balance when we stand. (The woman has read this entire text. The man is still looking at his thumb.)



Today baby and I did something (: hahas, secret day today (: Anyway, tmrw I gonna meet him and finish up my maths (: Thanks baby (:

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{/life going to get tougher'}
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

I am going to hang in there!! I promise! (: I want to break through...


Sorry bexton , let me try to say it in a better term, I want the cell group to be more lively and joyful and relax and not being forced into the cell that of feeling, I am sorry. but no matter what we are all moving forward to the benefits of cell group members and cell time. But I can still say games would be better. Try it someday. And I am sorry that I was rude to you today, and also, not respecting you as a cell leader. I am just sending a request. Thats all, sorry.

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{/9th zoe ministry'}
Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

WOW! Finally ended the 9th Zoe Ministry! (: and JUMBO AGAIN! (: hahas, thanks to KJE, I cut my finger! ): THANK ARH! (: Haahas tmrw the Koreans are going off at 830AM, So I wont be sending them off )): I wanna cry! ): Gosh lar, always the lat day we ennjoy and start to know each other more, next day GONE! Is kindof like a one-day-friend! ): HAHAS I now doing some art crafts things (: Very cute!! And talking to 4 people on MSN! MESSY SIAH! And one on sms. MAD!!


I ATE ABALONE FOR BREAKFAST! AND DOING SOME CRAFTS NOW! NIGHTS

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{/Never thought of it deeply enough'}
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

Today went to army campsite of my brother(: Then thought of him when he just entered army. (: Hahas, so cute lar! (: Anyway went for everything and went to the fish farm near by! (: WOW! (: I miss going there at my younger days. Come to think of it, I miss it. (: Hahas, thinking of things that I should not been doing, supposed to do and done! (: HAHAS! Whatever it is, tomorrow is the start of the 9th ZOE MINISTRY! (: Hahas, ate at Sakura today with church people, Issac treat (: NICE NICE! (: hahahas, so greedy! (: Then talk to jia yi on the bus (: I miss him lots! (: Tomorrow have to go church at 7. Then zoe ministry till 3AM like that, gosh lar, how to rest siah! (: but I actually quite excited. (: Going to rest nows! BYES!

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{/IED'}
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

Today is IED competition day. No cheers no nothing. Sadded. But I think there is people back there cheering me on. We screwed it up. Forget it (: Finals was even worse then ours. Blah blah blah, went to KFC to cheer myself up. Hahas, thought of someone, and boomzxz. Hahas, cried in church, felt relieved. (: Finally, I wanna be God child, AGAIN! (: I am going to spent time praying and praying! AMEN!

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{/gosh my face'}
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ Reina's dairy





gosh my face!

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{/work that we should remember'}
@ Reina's dairy

TO : Mr John Lin
I still remember that day when you took us. For the very first training I had with you and vise versa, I injured my leg after running for 21 mins. (: Never taught of you going to train me, I got myself into Net ball, and that sucks! After much appealing, I got into track again, and then they already confirm who was in track and field. My batch only got 4 girls, was pathetic!( but later we had much funn)! Then you gave us training that we can finish and also, scolded(or should I say nagging) at us saying that we are always late, and always give up, but you always know our limits. :) And we got into top 8! Well done girls! Two years straight, then you had to leave! ): And is all schools fault. :) I wanna say thanks to you!!! :))


Today did gym work, reminded of john lin's training, hahas, we all miss him! ((: Please come back and visit us. The new coach sucks to the core. And now we should be training, but you know what are we doing? GYM WORK homeWORK. (:

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{/I love yoshi'}
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

received my beloved yoshi from jy!!((; ate kfc. honestly is weird not talking to jun. and I have fun talking to him. and i enjoys it. as for jy, he plays a good bf. and I loved thems!! ((: includes yoshi
{/fuck it'}
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

{/shut myself.'}
@ Reina's dairy

i feel hurt, cut, used. i feel sad, bitter, unknown. i feel like shouting, venting, scolding. i want to sleep, shop, travel. I JUST WANT TO REST. I want to put a full stop at everything. being a good nobody is better than being a bad somebody. i rather be a happy clown than a grumpy successful businessman. I just to be happy for a night. Happy... didnt come that way, it had pass let it go. never gonna be, never gotta be, never gonna be. bye!
{/shut myself.'}
@ Reina's dairy

i feel hurt, cut, used. i feel sad, bitter, unknown. i feel like shouting, venting, scolding. i want to sleep, shop, travel. I JUST WANT TO REST. I want to put a full stop at everything. being a good nobody is better than being a bad somebody. i rather be a happy clown than a grumpy successful businessman. I just to be happy for a night. Happy... didnt come that way, it had pass let it go. never gonna be, never gotta be, never gonna be. bye!
{/secrets untold'}
@ Reina's dairy

Angelyn went Japan, starting to think about stuffs I really need.
I need changes... to my life, there was some major ones like finding kindergarten friends and promising people not to say some things out. Have been going training late and enjoy every training I have with my trackmates(:!
Secrets meant to be untold yet told. Whats trust? Whats love? Whats hate? Whats what? Never heard of such stuffs bringing me back to then is all I dont friend you, and I friend you cause you treat me well. But as you grow older, things will be done with feelings..
Oh GOSH what am I talking about, anyway cut things short! I am tired. nights.

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{/just accept her.'}
Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

just accept her for who is she. it could save you a lot.
{/eco friendly day=cycling'}
@ Reina's dairy

HAPPY ECO FRIENDLY DAY! SAVE THE GAIA
Saving gaia isnt it cycling? Hahas went cycling with Jun! (:
(so everything is green expt, this)


This morning watched everything is all concerning food. Then I realized it was save the gaia day! (: Hahas, was super hungry. Then Jun came over at 1215. (: Then took 196 to ECP! (: Slept in the bus, and also ate kway teow mee for branch, and he ate egg bread and milo.. then went off to book the bikes(: hahas, cycled all the way to OBS, or bedok(?) Near.. there. Then u turn back, ate ice cream! (: Then went to pier to slack then went back. Then went to Macs, ate Mac spicy. He ate mac flurry with my fires. EWWW! Then came back home, slept on the bus like PIGGGG!! totally... LOLS! ((: Now back home. Made fun of my brother etc. Then me and mummy keep laughing! (: HAHAS! Then is like damn funny!(: OH YEAH mummy bought salmon for me! (: And also, mummy went prayer meeting , gor gor bunk in liaos! (:

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{/feeling better.'}
Friday, June 4, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

is hard to forgive and forget. Whats feeling better? stop crying after things had happen, or hiding.
{/kill me'}
@ Reina's dairy

can someone help me here? i want to scream out loud. i want to scream till i have sore throat. i want to scream at people that are ridiculous. i want to cry. someone help? i was there when you needed me, but why aren't you here now, maybe just realising that i was being use all the while. tears drip like flowing river. what have you done. is all lies, i wanna get out. I REALLY WANT TO DO THE THINGS I WANT!! I dont like to be on earth. I need a friend that be trusted. That person isnt the best but will try to give me the best that he/she could. not lying, not even a white lie.
{/Fake smiles all the time'}
@ Reina's dairy

BEING USED; WHAT A JERK
He is a jerk, what a loser totally. Thanks Jun anyway, I am understand he is a jerk. I moved on, and he still at there. LOLS WHAT A LOSER!

Anyway today I went for training, then was early to wake up, went there 7 mins late then no training. WTHECK! (: is okays went to eat MACS! (: And then waited for Jia yi and went to eat KFC (: hahas, have been talking to Jun! (: hahas! LOLS YOSHI HAD ARRIVED!thanks jia yi, what we saw in vivo... (: and I ate two piece chicken and meltz back to back! (: growing up arh... ((: HAHAS TMRW going out with JUN(: cause people pangsei. ):



To Jun: Hey thanks for helping me today! (: REALLY! (: honestly I wanted to vent my anger on you. But yeah, is okays. Now I think you know why I told you about being used. I think I can open to you , best closest friend(maybe longest, cause you came at 3YO and nadia they all 4 YO)

Ps: YO= years old(:

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{/SLEEP SLEPT WAS SLEEPING'}
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

I slept through the day totally lazing around chatting on msn,fbing,skyping and sleeping. I SLEPT,SLEEP AND WAS SLEEPING. i feel lazy(; thanks to juno. (: hahas, being used... sighs topic between us... used, teddy talked to me and i told him off, such an asshole. :/ cause once used by him...
{/SLEEP SLEPT WAS SLEEPING'}
@ Reina's dairy

I slept through the day totally lazing around chatting on msn,fbing,skyping and sleeping. I SLEPT,SLEEP AND WAS SLEEPING. i feel lazy(; thanks to juno. (: hahas, being used... sighs topic between us... used, teddy talked to me and i told him off, such an asshole. :/ cause once used by him...
{/happy six months ecp with jun'}
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ Reina's dairy

HAPPY SIX MONTHS! Though I never spent it with you. (:

Went out with Daddy Jun(: hahas, He pick me up at my school. Then went to eat at SP. Top up ezlink card then took 196 to ECP. Hahas, then cycle for 1h plus, then sit down at the jetty there. (: then talk talk talk. Then photos! (: hahas! (: then cycle back. Hahas, we were lost in, and lost out! (: enjoyed ytd!!

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