can someone help me here? i want to scream out loud. i want to scream till i have sore throat. i want to scream at people that are ridiculous. i want to cry. someone help? i was there when you needed me, but why aren't you here now, maybe just realising that i was being use all the while. tears drip like flowing river. what have you done. is all lies, i wanna get out. I REALLY WANT TO DO THE THINGS I WANT!! I dont like to be on earth. I need a friend that be trusted. That person isnt the best but will try to give me the best that he/she could. not lying, not even a white lie.