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{/My dearest'}
Tuesday, September 20, 2011 @ Reina's dairy


Hey Yimqi,I WANT TO SCOLD YOU. I am crying inside me, I dont know how to care for you. You left me standing there not knowing what to do about you. You are like a close friend of mine, but I dont know how to be there to comfort you. You seems so broken inside you, and I can never feel your pain, but can you at least share with me on whats going on in your life? I have been reading your blog, and I cried. GIRL! DEPEND ON GOD!! What are you doing with your life! I want to pray for you, actually I dont know what to type on this dedication, cause I am at loss of words. I love you, God love you too. God is always there, He is personally there. He accepts who/whatever you are. You are created in His image. You are His dearest daughter. You are the small princess in His kingdom, He doesnt blame you for anything. He is the most trusted friend. He is your brother, friend, father, judge. He wants you to be there. He is talking to you. He wants to hug you. HE LOVES YOU. AND IS AN EVERLASTING LOVE! IS A LOVE THAT MAN CANNOT GIVE. LOVE HIM BACK alrights? You and man relationship is a contract, win-win contract, You and God is a covenant, He is always giving, but never expect a return. CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU ARE FINE! SMS ME TO TELL ME YOUR PROBLEMS, I AM YOUR SISTER! DEDICATE A POST TO ME, TO KEEP ME UPDATED! I LOVE YOU. TELL ME YOUR PROBLEMS! I WILL KEEP YOU IN PRAYERS. I am crying, God is crying, He knows everything about you. <3
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Hey YimQi, It has really been awhile every since I met you, and it seems like years, and our friendship has drifted so far off already, but still,the "once a very close" friend will always be with you. And I have been recently living on this sentence," He will personally do it " You know whos the He? He is OUR DADDY GOD! :) I have been reading your blog, and I called you the other time was also hoping that you could update me, and I just simply pour out. This isnt a lecture blog dedication for you, but is to encourage you. I know your life is tough, and you will definitely say that I will never know the feeling of it, it has been years ever since your mum buying you over with money, and stuffs like that, trying to keep you as a real daughter by money and stuffs like that, but always remember, all parents love their children in different ways. Like OUR DADDY GOD, for us, He sacrifice his son to die. No one can love us more than anything else. He has our hair counted and what you expect more from him. I love you always, dont forget that.

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{/Results'}
@ Reina's dairy

haahs, my results isnt that bad afterall, but I am still upset, cause I didnt hit the results I wanted. And is like, okays, nevermind, I tried my best, okays, O levels in a month time, going to study hard! :) but anyway, I am so tired, why singapore is like rushing things. Sighs, I really need God, And now I am having rash, is called hong mo. okays, is a kindof rash that is caused by the atmosphere. Is everywhere on my body. I am so hungry now, but lets see... I am growing fatter nowadays, I am going to walk up stairs everytime I go home now, and I am going to walk home. Sighs, school is great now! Prom is $85, and class chalet is $20. I decided not to pangsei viena I need to pay if not really pangsei viena. I think I should apologize and tell her the truth. but I hope it will be fun, lets see. prom + class chalet + prom dress. SIGHS!!!! LOTS OF MONEY!! , plus, MY NEW HOUSE, and DIVING!! And my solo trip to bintan. AIYOH!!! D: I also wanna buy dslr, and a new camera, sighs, $$$$$$$ everywhere. Sighs, but GOD first, I lost my prayer paper, and I am still reading Romans. Should I go Vernice to take a look? And also, My mum wants to go Isreal, I also want to go Korea. Korea is no problem. I want to go yulbang church to visit :) at least once. Anyway, will update soon :)

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{/He will personally do it.'}
Friday, September 2, 2011 @ Reina's dairy

step up three, thor, smurfs, glee (three movies that are nice this two years)
I prayed and got a vision, and maybe a movie about how am I going to talk to crowd to spread the word of God. Is so cool. I actually have a testimony maybe two.

Let me start with one, I used to be despo for guys like seriously desperate, but one day, a person came out to me and said, " Xinyi, accept God's love, His love is bigger than anything in the world " And I didnt realized that moment when she said it, I told God,"its Your will, when the next time I fall in love with a guy from a world, now I just choose to follow You" and that moment changed my mindset that I NEED A GUY! okays, now I can proudly say I DONT NEED A GUY! CAUSE I HAVE (:

the second one: Me and my friend fought recently, and I want to thank God for that, cause without Him, I wont pray earnestly. and God showed me the vision of how could I spread the word of His. I am going to start today, taking photos, going around the world, cities, and my house, to see how can i bring about this sentence of "He will personally do it" and after, "He did it personally" Cause we are living by God's grace. SO HE DID IT HE DID IT HOORAY!!

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{/smurfs'}
Thursday, September 1, 2011 @ Reina's dairy

(He, papa, reminds me of God, sacrifice for His people)




I used to think, how are they cute, but I realised one day while watching they are so CUTE!!! :D and I fall in love, and FINALLY AFTER 6 YEARS THE MOVIE IS OUT :) rated 7/10 :) and also TMR IS GLEE!!!

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