This was the song that helped me pulled through everything:

This are the words I would say:



read my previous post, and YES I BROKE THE FRIENDSHIT.
Honestly, if you think that friendships arent that impt to you, then you should just continue to be a jerk, and no one will actually be your friend. Honestly, I cant bear to see my friend in the state of yours, and I know what it means to break of a friendship, lets go back to square one, I will pretend I dont know you, i mean you aint worth me knowing. in addition, although you treat me damn nice, it seems like I am the one making use of you. If I am a jerk, I would say yes. But, honestly you were the one who broke the friendship. I just brought the idea up for you. AND DONT EVER SAY I STAND IN YOUR BF pov, i wont want my gf to cry over some guy, hey look there, I didnt want to cry over you, i cried over the FUCKING FRIENDSHIP. And I would like to say my special thanks to your phone call, cause if call, i dont know what to do at night, because during your phone call, you make it obvious that you didnt treasure this friendship, I told myself that anything happens after that, I aint going to cry. AND THE PROBLEM ESCALATED, and you told me lets be normal friends. I was like dude, since you said it, lets just not be friends. You are really a jerk, cause, I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH FRIENDSHIP VALUE, AND YOU TOTALLY CRUSH IT. FUCK YOU. & I wont leave my friends alone at all cost, cause thats just being rude and FUCKING BASTARD, and yes, you are the guy who officially I told to lets stop being friends, it bloody took alot of courage to say it ok. My life still goes on. S does yours, one person less, doesnt make much difference, the only difference is I HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO SHOW CARE AND CONCERN TO. & you just fucking throw it away. _|_

LANGUAGE!!
He aint a person worth for me to fall into sin.
Sorry God.


Anyway, genuine thanks to those who supported me, and gave me advice. I dont think I need any more of such advises cause he isnt a guy worth my friendship. I need to watch who am I going to friend, AND DONT PUT TOO MUCH EFFORT IN MAKING THAT PERSON HAPPY.
Hello to all homies that are reading this, actually I am now on the verge on breaking a friendship, that is kindof impt. okays, ALL FRIENDSHIPs are important to me. It's like saying, how can you CLEANLY remove something that you placed in another's person life. It's totally impossible. but definitely doable.
As a girl that studied in FMPS, where there isnt much friendship problems compared to girls school, but girls do actually fight EVERYDAY, I dont know what for, but I aint actually keeping in contact with any of them now. I dont understand why were we friends in the first place. TBH, I went through my secondary school life with them adding salt and pepper. My life became more delicious.
In secondary school, with all that seasoning, it started of bad, then it became better, and I learnt the importance of treasuring a friendship. It's like a relationship with more love care and concern.
Relationship, the other party already knows that you love him/her, and naturally care and concern will follow. Friendship on the other hand, you have to constantly feed it, if not you will grow apart becuase FRIENDSHIP DONT COME WITH COMMITMENT & RESPONSIBILITY.
To me, friends > boyfriend. If you wanna actually break of a friendship with me, please do it a quick clean one, so that I can curl up in my blanket, cry, get over it, move on with life without you.