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Friday, March 21, 2014 @ Reina's dairy

read my previous post, and YES I BROKE THE FRIENDSHIT.
Honestly, if you think that friendships arent that impt to you, then you should just continue to be a jerk, and no one will actually be your friend. Honestly, I cant bear to see my friend in the state of yours, and I know what it means to break of a friendship, lets go back to square one, I will pretend I dont know you, i mean you aint worth me knowing. in addition, although you treat me damn nice, it seems like I am the one making use of you. If I am a jerk, I would say yes. But, honestly you were the one who broke the friendship. I just brought the idea up for you. AND DONT EVER SAY I STAND IN YOUR BF pov, i wont want my gf to cry over some guy, hey look there, I didnt want to cry over you, i cried over the FUCKING FRIENDSHIP. And I would like to say my special thanks to your phone call, cause if call, i dont know what to do at night, because during your phone call, you make it obvious that you didnt treasure this friendship, I told myself that anything happens after that, I aint going to cry. AND THE PROBLEM ESCALATED, and you told me lets be normal friends. I was like dude, since you said it, lets just not be friends. You are really a jerk, cause, I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH FRIENDSHIP VALUE, AND YOU TOTALLY CRUSH IT. FUCK YOU. & I wont leave my friends alone at all cost, cause thats just being rude and FUCKING BASTARD, and yes, you are the guy who officially I told to lets stop being friends, it bloody took alot of courage to say it ok. My life still goes on. S does yours, one person less, doesnt make much difference, the only difference is I HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO SHOW CARE AND CONCERN TO. & you just fucking throw it away. _|_

LANGUAGE!!
He aint a person worth for me to fall into sin.
Sorry God.


Anyway, genuine thanks to those who supported me, and gave me advice. I dont think I need any more of such advises cause he isnt a guy worth my friendship. I need to watch who am I going to friend, AND DONT PUT TOO MUCH EFFORT IN MAKING THAT PERSON HAPPY.